You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

3:00 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006

What kind of jobseeker are you?

I started out at Stage 1 like any other fresh graduate

Casual: I'm just browsing

Proceeded to Stage 2 the ok I'm a degree holder for gawd sake's I'm worthy of much more

Fussy: It must be the right one

Now I'm at Stage 3 the pulling out my hair, going dammit juz fucking get me any damn perm position. A position which has long term prospects where I earn enough to take care of my parents & myself.

Desperate: I'll take anything

Sadly some ppl really, truly have all the fucking luck in the world.

They barely look for a job and "fairy god-mother of jobs" decides hell I really like this person let's juz give this one an awesome job with awe-inspiring pay AND awesome colleagues.

Oh and I'm not really a big melissa anne fan so hey let's give her the shit job, with shit pay and total shit boss. Ooh Laa Laa.

I can't wait to see what else the fucked up "fairy godmother of jobs" has for me, coz seriously if i knew who this kanina bei-shithead of a lady is I'll have to lamblast her out of this bloody fuckin galaxy.

Working world is the most fucked up place in the universe.
Someone give me money so that I can go back to studying, back to the drone of assignments/exams but having an endless supply of friends of circumstance. Its better than seeing the same ol' faces day in and day out. Have to do things like clockwork and pretend that you're chirpy all day long 5 days a week to people you don't give a rat's ass about.

Miss ppl my age. I hate being considered the BABY.
I'm not 2 years old for gawd sakes.

Natalie Imbruglia puts it best in Torn:
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn