You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

4:50 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Theres something I cant see
Something living in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing i can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide

-- Three Doors Down , Behind those eyes

The eyes are truly the windows to one's soul if you really know a person.
Lies are exposed.
Hurt is obvious.
The facade ends in one's eyes.
All is blatant once again,
but only to the trained eye.
Don't you wish you read a person you don't really know well or one that has become an expert at hiding one's true body language?

Anyway I digress.
Coming back from the states I've dropped face into reality and let me tell you its biting me real bad right now.
Faced with questions that I thought I knew the answer to but I'm actually lost now.
What do I want to do now?
I thought I knew but now I realise I don't.
I've started to get really annoyed with this question especially when 5-6 people ask you a day.
Or the perpetual nag from various people about the same thing.
I start to comprehend why one of my frens snapped when I asked the same qns.
Questions and more questions are simply haunting my existence and I wish I could escape to the states again.
I miss being so carefree.