Saturday, May 29, 2004
damn man. sudden turn of events. FOR THE WORSE. terrible sore throat. my head hurts. my nose is leaking. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!i hate the flu.
posted @ 8:45 PM
Friday, May 28, 2004
pretty happy today. had fun with some classmates! =) first time i gottta chance to juz hang out with them...*happy sha la la la its so nice to be happy*PLUS i got my first mp3 player! woohooooooo....n its free! so all starhub maxonline users whose contract has expired take advantage of this offer. juz renew ur contract for 18 mths n get a free creative mp3 player!
posted @ 10:17 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
thank goodness the lecturer had mercy n didn't give us such a heavy duty grp project again. but his post assignments are so major...dammit i dunno how i'm gonna complete them! the piles of "to-do" assignments are getting larger not smaller. being a last minute worker is so bad!!
a tiny tribute to my beloved "oc". ITS SUPPOSED TO BE SHOWING TODAY!! argh. never mind 2 more weeks. n they'll be back...kinda sad...there's nothing to look forward to on tv..damn my life is so fuckin boring.
eat.sleep.do assignments. go to school.
flying fuck. i seriously need to get a life.
oh n my fren is sellin a carton or reds/menthol for 55 bucks. so if u want one juz lemme know...apparently they are from singapore. not m'sia. so whilst stocks last ppl...hurry get 'em now.
posted @ 8:21 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
u would think after getting my computer completely washed out of previous beautiful stuff (MY STUFF) dat i would learn my lesson n do everything in my power to prevent the AXIS OF EVIl (in my case this would include pop-ups/adware/viruses/n all evilness online, we all know what Bush considers part of this axis *winks*)but NOOOO melissa is incredibly STUPID. i see "do u wan macromedia flash" n say wat? YES. n den wat happens? EVIL "Gain" website pop-ups start appearing on my newly washed out computer. ARGH. den the panic seeps in at wat my parents are gonna do if they find out i fucked up the computer. AGAIN. so i frantically stop the download. no installation and STILL the adware has alreadi been loaded into my computer. i swear this is an evil consipiracy. probably by the damn norton company which never fails to tell me wat i wanna hear that i'm virus free. n later on i find out at other virus sites that my hunches were rite n i am swamped in a sea of viruses. norton probably hires all these fools who have nothing better to do so that we'll run to norton whenever we have a problem.
*disclaimer: these are juz my own opinions and have no facts etc to back them up. but i trust my hunches*
ps. i've got so much work to do. but i feel so darn drained. tired. bored. nothing to look forward in tvland w/o my precious "oc". american idol is realli boring now. can't download anything decent. damn life is beginning to look bleak.
posted @ 6:03 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
juz reformatted my com. thank goodness i backed up everything i had. too many fuckin pop ups n viruses. UNFORTUNATELY this means i can't download anymore shit anymore. no more movies, music...*depressed* all to ensure the good health of my dear baby computer. ok i sound insane but i rely on it so heavily for entertainment for FREE. flying fuck. if i ain't gonna download stuff wats the point of fuckin broadband man...i've gotta find a way around this shit...u won't believe the number of viruses i had inside my dear computer. *grumbles* why are ppl so fuckin free???!!!!!posted @ 9:02 PM
Monday, May 24, 2004
for those who don't geddit "suck it up" has 2 meanings. the first being more straight up basically tells women to juz pull up their socks or juz deal with it. the second, well, is for the corrupted mind. if ya know wat i mean. jen suckin on the cherry..change the image of a cherry to... if ya dun know wat i'm referring to then u can remain a nice lil lamb. good for u. can u think of anymore meanings?ok jennifer will stay. kinda proud of myself for beginning to figure out this html thingy. it no longer seems like a bunch of @!#%!! but its beginning to take some kinda form. *amazed* oh n i realized my archives went missing so i managed to find out how to incorporate it into a html format...woopee.
i've got nothing much to say except i'm happy with my blog's layout n how pleasing it is to my eye...
ok i juz realised how geeky i sound. *ugh*
--come into my room by [clinic]{from 'the oc'} fills my ears--
posted @ 2:59 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
pardon moi...i went a lil insane after figuring out how to edit photos properly...like resizing, cropping, black n white etc...so this will be here for a short period of time...n then it will prob be back to keira knightly...hmmm which one do u guys prefer??posted @ 12:11 AM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
alrighty. i spent ages poring over finding the exact same pic of keira knightly...i can't find the pics of the flowers. as some of u may have noticed the damn pics disappeared from the face of the earth. which realli truly annoyed me. so my cool words at the end of the pic are gone too...but its ok i'll prob spend ages tryin to figure it out myself. i'm not getting the dimensions of this pic so its probably looks a bit shitty. but i'll get it right...figured out how to make pics black n white n its actually realli easy...haha..cool..my beautiful layout...POOF. gone. i'll do my best to recreate it..since i alreadi have the template...probably gonna take a while so bear with me!anyway i've been SO damn bogged down. so fuckin tired. the past few days sleepin at 3-4am. the grp project both written n oral assignment realli killed my whole class. it was realli hectic coz we didn't have enough time. and we spent ages perfecting our ideas etc...*phew* its over. but now on the next module. same hellhole. diff module. geez. so seriously sleep deprived...but its good being so busy. u don't have time to think! haha...abt lame ass stuff. no time to be bored. i hate being bored...grr...
n channel 5 stinks. yea ok tell me sth new rite? they postponed my dear darling "the oc" for 3 fuckin weeks. WAT'S UP?? so fuckin anti-climatic..grr...
posted @ 10:37 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
i'm not sure whether anyone watched this show after f.r.i.e.n.d.s called
but i've never been so grossed out. hell it puts kill bill in a heavenly light. i mean fats spewing out from a liposuction? GROSS!! it looks like puke man. and the surgeons..holy cow it seems like they are carving a turkey to put it lightly. geez. these ppl are HUMANS. i can't believe ppl willingly go under the knife. totally freaked me out majorly. i mean boob jobs are ok. or so i thot. but that guy's nuts he was circling every part of the woman! apparently "you can't stop striving for perfection or you might as well stop living" wat kinda fucked up shit is that?!!
the show doesn't sugar coat it to say in the least. but i guess it does impact ppl. except for the ppl who for botox shots n wat not regularly ( hey those shots look HELLUVA painful!!)
the things ppl do to feel good abt themselves. geez. wat has our society evolved into? i'm beginning to think chimps are more civilised than we are!
posted @ 12:22 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
It haunts me every month without fail. No haunts doesn't do it justice. Tortures me more like. Yes that's much better. times like these i juz wanna transform into my male counterpart. i can't help feelin grumpy. why they hell do we females go thru this shit every damn month. can't they give us a break. yea yea i know there are special birth control pills that delay this shit. but still. it hurts man. why does it hurt so bad for me?
JET [Cold Hard Bitch]
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I that was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
lurve this pic n the song. kinda works in a diff way as a well. that damn time of the month is a real cold hard bitch. juz wants u to suffer every mth. dun give a fuck abt ya. brings me to my knees. but juz continues to torture me time after time.
life's a bitch.
but a woman's life is a COLD HARD BITCH.
posted @ 10:50 PM
finally got off my big fat arse to watch "the last samurai" my fren lent me the vcd. BUT the friggin second disc was corrupted. arghhhh. i got so wrapped in the movie. so damn anti-climax. surprised that it realli very interesting. thot it would bore the daylights outta me.
can't even get a decent download. my trusty imesh got corrupted. kazaa sucks majorly. i dunno whether to trust limewire. my com seems on the verge on a major meltdown. pop-ups takin over my browser. restarting by itself. major lagtime. sigh all very bad signs. but the damn virus scan always claims there's nothing wrong with it. my poor baby com.
--soul kid #1's "more bounce (in california)" fills my ears.--
posted @ 12:33 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
my fren asked me why do i feel so strongly about american idol? after all its juz a tv show rite?good qns. perhaps coz i've seen how well jennifer hudson has improved over time. how she graciously accepted criticism. changed her look from glaringly outrageous to trendy. perhaps coz i've seen n heard how latoya can sing so well at the same time maintain an extremely calm exterior despite all the media hype/criticism etc. performin time after time infront of not jus a national audience but an international one. giving amazing performance after amazing performance. i'm not much of a latoya fan myself. think she lacks in the personality department. but u cannot deny that voice of hers. she's got style too. she accepts criticism graciously.
to see them booted out like that. havin no control over it. being unable to fight back n having to accept such blatantly unfair treatment is juz unfathomable. i mean minorities go thru this shit day in n day out. we don't need it to be broadcast on international television.
why was it that jon stevens who has the personality of a cardboard n manages to make every single song sound alike managed to make it so far? i won't even begin abt jasmine trias.
so many theories are circulating abt the shockin boot-outs. perhaps its juz a media ploy to get more hype? my classmate believes all "reality tv" is rigged. which is i believe true to a certain extent.
frankly i don't know why i feel so strongly abt the contestants in american idol. my fren, ur rite. it is juz a tv show. it doesn't affect me directly at all. but somehow i've been drawn to the show n its contestants. n somehow i end up rooting for fantasia burrino or diana degarmo. both very talented ladies. with style n personality. n basically have it goin on.
*shrugs*
guess i'm juz another sucker for reality tv.
but i can say dat i detest ryan seacrest. he may be cute. but he's friggin helluva annoying.
posted @ 12:34 AM
Friday, May 14, 2004
kanina buay nah bey kia chao fuckin cheebai! i can't believe latoya got voted out. fuckin jasmine trias if i ever ever see u i WILL KILL U. i swear i'll hunt down all ur bloody hawaiian deaf dumb n blind fanatics n kill 'em too. stupid racist american bastards.thank goodness benjamin mckenzie calmed me down with his *swoonz* innate sexiness... WAT? he's hot. i refuse to apologise for that. *grinz*
ok now i've nothing to look forward to...
OH WAIT f.r.i.e.n.d.s starts next mon! woohoo...thats juz the appetizer to "the oc"...
*ponders* wat shall i do till then?
posted @ 1:03 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2004
i usually take lovely long hot showers. i've always enjoyed my hot showers. unfortunately i've had to give them up n exchange them for COLD showers. LOTS of cold showers. gosh i take gawd knows how many showers a day now. n i always start perspiring the moment i get outta the shower. so i have to make a fast getaway to my air-conditioned room. if i decide to come outta my room i have to indulge in ICE-COLD water n i mean realli cold with loadsa ice or deliciously creamy ice-cream.the fuckin weather is killin me. i'm amazed i haven't been scorched to death by now.
now would be a great time to import a bit of winter weather over here.
hmmm...ok ok...how abt sth more feasible?
anyone wanna buy me a ticket to a nice cool country? like erm...new zealand? antartica? finland? greenland?
any takers?
posted @ 3:49 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
ladies n gents i present to u my new blog! like my dear fren said for a new year gotta have a new blog. considering i've had my old one since 2002. n i realli adore this layout!! i spent ages figuring out html codes n wat not to change the font colours n sizes. n considering i juz had to edit the layout which was alreadi done i feel quite dumb. even had to ask my fren for help with changin the font colour for the tagboard. so thanks for that! feel a mild sense of accomplishment. =) yup so here it is. i hope my old blog doesn't feel abandoned. haha lame but true. learnt alot with that old thing. anyway u can still access my old blog thru the links. u guys can't leave comments on each entry but feel free to say stuff on my tagboard. which i dun personally approve of but hey gotta go with the flow rite? let's see how this works out. cheers!
posted @ 11:31 PM
ok i've spent ages poring over this html thingy i finally discovered how to change the font colours etc. UNFORTUNATELY my bloody beautiful pictures which is ESSENTIAL to my new layout have gone MIA. *curses like theres no fuckin tml*
posted @ 4:13 PM
ok this is a little daft but i had to try n see whether i could get my awesome layout out here.
posted @ 12:18 PM
