You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

1:01 AM

Friday, October 01, 2004

i was gonna say its been damn fuckin bad day. but i realised its been a damn fuckin awful week.

its like the bricks keep piling up on my back. it feels like its gonna break from all the weight & the pressure.

yea i admit i'm bad at handling stress in any aspect of my life. esp since there is more den one aspect involved...

thanks to the 2 ppl who asked how i was appreciate the concern. i realli do. very sweet. (thanks to the sweetie who called me after reading one of my entries to ask how i was...my dear u know who u are...thanks...so nice of u)

this might come off as very harsh but it really is my business n i have to learn to handle it.

life throws you all these curveballs and u juz have to learn to live with it.

i don't want anyone's pity.
i made a mistake of sharing with someone and i can feel the pity everytime and it pisses me off so damn fuckin bad.
i dun wan ur sympathy or ur empathy.
i dun even want a listening ear.
i juz wan an inch of "normalcy" talk n joke with me like there's no tml.
dats all i wan & need right now.