You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

2:53 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004

i juz managed to screw myself over so damn fuckin bad.

finished my assignment after staying up all night juz at abt 2.45pm approx and den my damn school closes at 3pm. due time was 2pm. even tried calling them to see whether they'll close slightly later. there's no way i could have made it even if i took a cab. on top of that my printer ran out of ink so its not even printed yet. great melissa. juz great. ur so damn fuckin smart, even a guinea pig couldn't beat ur ingenious nature.

now i can't hand it in today which means i'll have a late penalty of 20% off my grade. plus the teacher marking my assignment is so damn strict if she's gonna gimme a real low grade n den with 20% off i'm gonna flunk. if i flunk i might have to redo 6 modules all over again.

damn my mom is pissed with me but even worse i'm pissed off with myself for being so laid back.
how could i let this happen??

damn dats gonna screw up my graduation date n everything.

why do i set myself up for failure? its almost like i wanna fail.

quite at a loss now.

i dunno how to regain my 20% off...damn if i get an E dats gonna push it down to an F.
shit shit shit...