You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

1:01 AM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

your faced with shit fuck ppl day in & day out.
after a while ur juz numb n u stop giving a shit about anyone and everyone around ya.
u can't differentiate between ppl who realli give a shit n ppl who don't.

den u realise u've hurt ppl who realli care abt u. alot.
& the fucked up thing is u don't even realise till its way too late.

i'm sorry. i'm so sorry.

i've forgotten how to care. how to give a damn about ppl.
after all i still have to have my guard up. the shit fuck ppl still exist.

its like puttin my hand out juz before i get punched in the tummy.

i'm so used to protecting myself i don't know any other way anymore.