You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

7:22 PM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

well i've been skippin lots of school lately. crap fuck. i can't help it. the tutors are juz ridiculously idiotic. they are simply wasting everyone's time.

wanted to go clubbing tonite but no reply from my fren. so i've decided to take this as a sign n slack at home.

i've been doin absolutely nothing. juz lazing around. thinking too much n feelin immensely guilty for not starting my work which is juz pilin up by the minute. its scary.

shit. my life has juz become one big monotony. its so fuckin boring. i bore myself. how amazing is that. my frens are bz with work/relationships etc etc..n wat am i doin? wasting my time, effort etc. man i'm a real waste of space.

caught alias this mon? she's juz sizzling hot man! i can't believe that fucker of a guy michael vaughn married some other blonde chica. (guys juz can't keep it their pants, DAMN if U had waited u would have gotten jennifer garner u moron of a fella) anyway never mind dats juz me being too caught up in 'tvland' to make up for the fact of my lack of a life. man talk abt depressing. i've gotta find sth to do.

--Only You (bad boy remix) by 112 fills my ears--