You never see the hard days in a photo album...but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.

A very warm welcome to my thoughts and opinions. These lyrics from Megadeth's Peace Sells resonate with me. What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"? I got nothing better to do And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"? Why do you think I'm broke? Huh? What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"? I didn't know you had any feelings. What do you mean, "I ain't kind"? I'm just not your kind.

me.

I have a penchant for sweet delights be it chocolate lava cakes or eye candy in my favorite tv show. I adore being a couch potato and my recent addiction is NCIS and The Big Bang Theory.

6:19 PM

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

the past few weeks i've been in my own lil world. sinkin furthur n furthur into the depths of sadness. juz kinda avoided all kinda human contact.

n today n my dear fren, jiaying, called me. outta the blue. (onli few ppl know how to contact me...haha...n it isn't dat surefire anyway.)

n it reminded me how much i've missed hangin out with my frens n talkin to them. n it realli realli cheered me up. so sorry to everyone i've been neglecting n stuff.

u know how crap happens n it juz snowballs till u forget all the good stuff in ur life. yea shit happens i gotta learn how to deal with it better.

juz started my fuckin assignments. which i am SO behind. exams on fuckin sat. i'm so fuckin screwed i dunno how to save my ass. (of course those who know me well like dear jiaying, will know that this is VERY typical of me to procrastinate n leave everything to the VERY last minute. den freak out. have a major league break out. cravings. n basically lose my temper easily at whoever is in firing range. yup. so u have been warned. beware. the psychotic monster has been unleashed.)

hmmm it does sound a tad bit like pms doesn't it? but its not. its juz a lil gal unable to cope with this beeg word called "stress".

yes i'm absolutely hopeless n i never learn. i will get off my beeg fat ass n complete my assignments today. otherwise i'll juz have to burn all my hair. (maybe that'll convince my lecturer to gimme an extension? haha like dat'll work.)

jiayou to myself.

in the words of good ol' BEP. EVERYBODY let's get it started!!!